What Maddie Said

I noticed that whenever i start to think i really know someone well

that person just suddenly discloses another personality that im not aware of

to prove how wrong and stupid i am to think about that

it always end...

I feel so frustrated lately

it took me ages to write my esl essay

words used to jump into my mind when i wrote essays

what the hell is wrong with me

is it with the topic or is it just me?

...

hmmm

i think im in a pretty good mood today

nothing excited happened actually

but.. i dunno

i guees i just enjoy a plain life pretty much?

hmmm

i haven't spoken to my mum for...

how marvellous it is to have someone inspire you to chase your dream

and will never give up on you

even become strong because of love

but i doubt the feasibility of it

the possibility of this is lowe...

summer has gone and winter is now here

where is autumn?

its so freezing lately

why do seasons change so fast?

then again

people's mind switches faster

opportunityisnowhere...

i can't help thinking

am i really stressed?

or am i the stressness itself?

if i was really stressed

why did i still have time glancing over some stranger's blog?

how could i manage to fi...

I have been escaping from my feelings and the truth

i don't want to be dominated by those distractions

but

*bang*

all the sudden

im plunged into the gloomy reality

 ...

summer just ended

why am i wearing bikini in my room?

i have no idea wat's in my mind

gosh

how is that possible that i can be so insane?

..but yeh

i look not bad in biki...

I wasn't really a big fan of horoscope

because im not a typecial case of Capricorn

but when i think about the people aroud me

i have to say

those analysis about horoscope are kinda accurate
...

how come its 22:40 already?

I haven't even watched Gintama yet

writing an essay is really time consuming

time really flies

and all the sudden

i realized that im really not ready for yr 12...

No matter how hard i try to push my rage  and anxiety down

any effort i made is futile when it faces to my hormone

GOD DAMN IT!

why can't i just control my temper and talk to my mum patiently

...

the more i think about myself, the more paradoxical i feel

the reason i want to be a teacher or a tourist guide is because i wanna travel many place to see what life is like in other places

but i also want to have my own stabl...

I'm back

dear blog

im not ditching you..

yes

trust me

...

well

why am i talking to myself?

its not like i actually hope my blog will talk to me S:...

am i your familiar stranger?

i can recognize your face among the crowd

but i couldn't make a sound to capture your attention

i just let you walk pass me without noticing me

i just pretend that you are...

so this is the end

i guess everyone has changed except me

i didn't even have the chance to tell you how i felt about you

but i don't think it matters any more

because the person i liked doesn't exsit ...

to my surprise, mum said sorry to me

she used to be so arrogant and conceited

but she did apologize to me

she actually made a concession to me first

i guess i was moved

it's time for me t...

why should i care what others think about me

i only care about how my family and my friends think of me

why do you care about others

why can't i just live for myself

why can't you just be proud o...

i heard of the news that the Leonid Meteor Shower is visible today

you are the first person whom i wanna to share the news with

 

we never know what will happen in the future

maybe the world will...

"What is happniese?"

"Happinese is something warm, like the hot chocolate in the winter."

 

"Listen to me carefully, I'm only saying it once... I like you"

 

"Don't go too far! ...

we each have our own cab

just like Cinderella has her pumpkin cab

her pumpkin cab sent her to the ball to meet her true love

Cinderella's pumpkin cab took her to seek out her happiness

somed...

      Poets often use many words to say a simple thing
　　It takes thought and time and rhyme to make a poem sing
　　With music and words I've been playing
　　For you I have written a song
　　To be sure...

I am for being a Shanghainese. I was born in Shanghai. I love the life in Shanghai. I love to wear slippers in Summer. I am obsessed with the snacks in Fuzhou Road. Tasting all the snacks on Fuzhou Road is one of my ambitions. Shanghai is the paradise ...

Once upon a second time around...

there are always so many urban myths around the city

they are always told by a firend of someone's friend

a one night stand can turn into a relationship

an impossible...

what's the point to complain over and over again?

why don't you just save the time to do something worthful?

why don't you start to really think about how you are going to change this situation?

oh,yeh,you feel so...

" Everybody on this planet is separated by only six other people.

Six degrees of separation between us and everyone else on this planet.

you have to find the right six people to make the right connection

we are&n...

" It's gotten late and now i want to be alone.
All of our friends were here, they all have gone home.
And here i sit on the front porch watching the drunks stumble forth into the night.
you gave me a heart attack; i did not see you there...

I can't tell since when drinking Maccas' strawberry milkshake become one of my habits.

yes,i LOVE strawberry milkshake.

ppl around me followed me

they start drinking drink strawberry milkshake

"t...

i can't friking escape from those acerb gossip

i can't stop myself thinking about it

even though i kept telling myself it was nothing, don't worry about it

err

i guess my psyche is too fragile and sen...